The Game of Love

The Game of LOVE

The game of love

But should it really be a game 

With hearts involved

There is too much to lose

To much pain involved

And yet we all play the game at some point

Wondering what the next play will be

What the other team is planning

Its all a risk

How much are you willing put forth

How much are you willing to lose

The game of love

Constant worry

Constantly trying to toe that line

Will he call?

Is it too soon to call?

The game of love

All those rules one must follow

All the fouls, second chances and over time

The game of love

Sometimes you're on the bench 

Sometimes you play

 But we're all hoping to win

The game of love

Jumping

Holding on for so long,
Being to afraid to let go
Being afraid of the unknown
But now here I am
Closing my eyes, and jumping
Just trusting
Trusting that God will catch me
Never will he let me fall
I've become too comfortable in my norm
Its time for something new
So here I go
Praying to keep my heart safe
Its hard
Holding on for so long
Being afraid to let go
Being afraid of the unknown
But here I am
Closing my eyes and jumping

People leave you

In this shaky world
So much happens
So much pain is caused
People hurt you
People hurt you and leave you
Worst of all people just leave you
You never know why
But where they once were is now a void
A missing piece of your heart
They took it with them
Leaving you wondering
Was I not good enough?
Did I do something wrong
Why did you leave me

In this shaky world
So much happens
So much pain is caused
People hurt you
People hurt you and leave you
Worst of all people just leave you
Don't let them get you down
Because you did no wrong
They are the ones loosing
Loosing you
Because You are good enough
You are one of a kind
And I will never leave you
Because I know just what a treasure you are

So People hurt you
People hurt and leave you
Worst of all people just leave you
But in your dispear
Dont loose sight
Of the ones still standing there
Right next to you
Never leaving
Always supporting
Holding your hand
And drying your tears
For all those who stay
I love you

Quiet

I let so much go
Never saying anything
Even though what you do bothers me
Just because you don't tell me about it
Doesn't mean I don't know
I have eyes, and a brain
I can tell
What you don't understand
Is that what you do
Effects me too
Even though you don't think so
I hate to see you hurt yourself
Even though at the time you don't know
That's what you're doing
I wish you could see things from my side
Maybe then you could really change
I let so much go
Never saying anything
I don't know how much longer
I'll be able to keep quiet
Because I can't take much more

My Compass is Broken

"We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander farther and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering; sometimes its easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found." There's No Place Like Here Cecelia Ahern

I'm lost, I don't know where to go
I no longer know the path I'm on
I'm surrounded by fog
And I can't tell what direction to go
My compass is broken
Try and try as I might
I just can't find a way out
Its as if I'm walking in circles
Round and round I go
Like I'm stuck on a carasel
I'm lost and alone
With no where to go
I no longer know the path I'm on
My compass is broken
I'm stuck in this unknown place

Life Line

You threw me a life line,

I"m struggling to hold on

You try to pull me in

But the waves are pulling me further away

My arms are becoming tired

I'm loosing my grip

You remind me how strong I am

You tell me to never give up hope

You're pulling me in

Back to safety

You will never give up, and let me go

But you see me slipping

I'm loosing my grip

So you jump in!

And suddenly I feel safe in your arms

Because you refuse to let me drown

You're telling me to kick

Fight the storm

Fight the will to give up

You hold me close

Keeping my head above water

When we finaly reach the boat

You tell me I did it

That I was strong

As if I did it all on my own

But the truth is

You were my life line

 

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I hide behind so many walls
They've been there for so long
I'm not sure how to come out
Or how to let someone past
Sometimes its not that I've been hurt
But that I've seen others hurt
And become jaded
Because this is a cruel world we live in
Where people only think about number one
Behind these walls I have created a world of loneliness 
A world where I am all alone
A world where no one knows
All the pain, I am able to hide
My everyday struggles
All my fights, and all my tears
They are never seen
Its ironic because the thing I want most in the world
I have to loose my walls to gain
But I don't know how to let go
I don't know how to let my walls down