Love me or Hate me, I'll always be ME!
So here is where I post my thoughts. Away to get out all that I need to see. Even if no one reads it, even if no one likes it, sometimes you just need to let your thoughts air themselves out and this is where I do that.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Stubborn


Sometimes I’m too stubborn for my own good

Believing that I am strong enough to make it on my own

I don’t want to let any one in

I want to do it by myself

Because I fear if I ask for help

I’ll be seen as weak

So I’ll stand on my own

Stand in the through the pain

Sometimes I’m too stubborn because

I believe I can do it on my own

I don’t need anyone’s help

They all want something anyway

So now I’m stuck here alone

Unable to stand anymore

I need help

But who is there to ask

Because I am too stubborn for my own good.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Stupid Boy...

You’re such a stupid boy
You let her go
Told her she wasn’t enough
To be with her was to settle

But now you see everything you missed
You want her back
To have and to hold
But you’re too late
Such a stupid boy

That girl you let go
She’s strong and amazing
Beautiful and courageous
But you couldn’t see
You were too afraid

You’re such a stupid boy
You let her go
Told her she wasn’t enough
To be with her was to settle

But now you see everything you missed
You want her back
To have and to hold
But you’re too late
Such a stupid boy

Stupid boy
You broke her heart
But she put it back together
And its too precious to give
To a Stupid boy


The ... is so you can fill in the name of your personal stupid boy!

What do they know anyway

Can’t you see you
The one buried inside
Waiting to bust out

Just let loose
No need to be afraid
Just ignore those expectations
What do they know anyway

I can see
That there is something buried inside
Just waiting to burst on to the scene
But you’re too afraid
Of what others may think

Just let loose and be you
No need to be afraid
Just ignore those expectations
What do they know anyway

Step outside of your comfort zone
Aren’t you tired of keeping it inside
Take that jump
Just be, whatever that may be
Crazy, funny, or dorky

Just let loose and be you
No need to be afraid
Just ignore those expectations
What do they know anyway






I love how this song is about going on and being yourself the simple upbeat, it makes you want to sing along. Everything will be okay if you just be yourself and say what you feel.

"It's time for you to prove within your ruby shoes
You deserve a smile with no regret
Oh, look at you kicking off your shoes
Dancing for the world to see, you got the power to believe
Op

Must say Dr. Seuss says it best,
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.



Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I’m loosing everything I am
It all seems to be slipping away

Time can’t stand still
I must continue to run in order to keep up
But I’m falling behind
I’m loosing my place

I’ve got to be strong
To keep moving on
But I’m loosing hope
I keep falling down
I don’t know how much more I can take

Then you came along
You tell me I can be still
That you will take my weakness
And make me strong
You promise to make me whole again

I’ve lost myself
Everything I was
But that’s okay because now I’ve got you

Stand in the rain

Here I stand
Crying out in the rain
"Please No More"
I can't take on anything else
This pain is too much

During this week
So much has happened
Everything is falling apart
I feel as though I'm losing everything

Here I stand
Crying out in the rain
"Please No More"
There is only so much I can take

So here I stand
Letting the rain wash over me
Washing the pain away
Because today is a new day

Saturday, September 11, 2010

JUMP!

I feel you pushing me
So I’m listening
I taking that jump
Now I’m just praying
That my wings want to fly

I’ve nervous
But not afraid
Because I know
No matter what
There you will be

Dear God,

I feel so close to you
As if you're pulling me in
Surrounding me in your love
You bring me peace to my everyday life

You relieve me from my stressers
Take away my pain
You make me feel whole again

I feel so close to you
As if you're pulling me in
Surrounding me in your love
You bring me peace to my everyday life

My whole life
I've trusted and believed in you
But there are times when I fall short
I fall flat on my face
But there you are
Waiting for me to return
Ready to heal all my self inflicted wounds

You ground me
Keep me from floating around
Lord who knows where I would be without you

I feel so close to you
As if you're pulling me in
Surrounding me in your love
You bring me peace to my everyday life

You keep pulling me,
Pulling me in Lord
Making me whole again

Love your adoring, blessed child



Friday, September 10, 2010

Perfect Love


I believe in you
And I believe in love
With you by my side
Is there anything I can't do

I was once afraid
Until you came along
You taught me to trust in you
You taught me that in Perfect love
There can be no fear

You taught me to believe
Make my wishes
Set the bar high
That if I took that leap
You'd be there to catch me
Before I could fall

I believe in you
And I believe in love
With you by my side
Is there anything I can't do

Everywhere I go
You're there beside me
Holding my hand
Leading the way

I believe in you
And I believe in love
With you by my side
Is there anything I can't do

Oh how I love you
I put all I am
Into believing in you
You give love, you are love
Love, Love, Love




Wednesday, September 8, 2010

What's so great with being great?
Why must I want everything?
Why can't I be happy with where I am?

So what if I'm happy being mediocre
I just want to find my niche
I don't want it all
I just want to be good

What's so great with being great?
Why must I be the best?
Why can't I just be okay?

I don't want everything
I just want to find my place
I just want to be happy in what I do
So why must I be great?

I was drowning
In my own self pity and hate
You came along
Jumped in to save me
You pulled me a shore
And made me whole again

Have you ever felt so much pain
That you forgot what was like to not feel that way
I’ve been there so many times
But you came along
Took on all my pain
Carried it upon your own shoulders

When I felt worthless and weak
You built me up
Helped me make it through the day

On the days I felt alone in this lonely world
You sent me a message
In the form of a friend
You reminded me that I am loved

Oh the devil, he tries to hold me down
But you come in and rescue me
You hold me in your arms
Wash all my tears away
Heal all my wounds


Saturday, September 4, 2010

Oh This Heart of Mine

Oh This heart of mine
Why won't you be satisfied
Why must you always be longing for more

You've got all the love in the world
You've got the love of the lord
You've got the love of your family
You've got the love of friends
Yet you yearn for more

Oh this heart of mine
Don't you know
You hold the world in your hand
So what more could you want

Oh lord why do I need something more
When your love is surrounding
When your love is enveloping
Oh lord when will I learn
Your love is enough

Oh This heart of mine
Why won't you be satisfied
Why most you always be longing for more


Friday, September 3, 2010

Where is my happily ever after
What happened to my prince charming
I memorized all the lines
I played all the parts
But here I am
Still waiting
Still wondering
Still alone

I read all the stories
I know how it goes
Girl is sad and lonely
Then one day
In rides her man
He tells her he loves her
That she was made for him

Where is my happily ever after
What happened to my prince charming
I memorized all the lines
I played all the parts
But I'm still missing
My leading man
All of a sudden when I needed it the most
You surround me in your Love
You take me in your arms
And I know that I am safe

When it all gets crazy
I start to feel lost
When I'm drowning
About to loose it all
There you are

You surround me in you love
You take me in
You take all of me
My trouble and my problems
My mistakes and my faults
You love me anyway

Without you in my life
Where would I be
Who would I be

I would be nothing without you
I would be no one
I would be lost
Lost in a world of emptiness

All of a sudden when I needed it the most
You surround me in your Love
You take me in your arms
And I know that I am safe

Oh My Dream

Why can't I get you out of my head
Why can't I let you go
Oh my dream you haunt me
Like a taunting nightmare
Reminding me just what I cannot have
You play over and over again in my mind
Like a broken record
Please just let me be
The more I think of you
The more I want you
Oh my dream you haunt me so

Lead me home













Lord where are you
I'm standing here in the dark, lost
You've always been my light
Leading my way
But now my world has gone so black
I'm lost without you

Ohh Father please come to me
Hold me in your arms
Tell me everything will be okay
I need you in my life

I've made so many mistakes
I've taken too many wrong turns
But you've never turned your back
So here I am calling out to you
Come lead me back to the light
Let me be closer to you

All your love I need
For without you I am nothing
Lord come take my hand
And lead me home

Be so Lonely

Alone in a crowd
How can someone be
So lonely
In a world
So full of people

I see the people
Coming and going in crowds
Am I the only one
Who doesn't have someone

I'm lost in this world
So full of strangers
I'm left standing here
Wondering....
Where's my someone

All alone in a crowd
How can that be
Lonely in a world
So full of people
Is it possible
Yet here I am
By myself waiting,
For MY Someone


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Running in place

Being impatient is getting me no where
Being in a rush just leaves me running in place
I'm wearing myself out
But I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to be patient while I wait

I come up with these big plans and schemes
I write them all out
Back my bag and leave
But once I'm on my way
He gives me a road block
And I've got to turn around

His plan is completely different from mine
And time is something different for him than me
But he knows whats best for me
And there is nothing for me to do but sit and wait

I keep running in place
With no where to go
I'm wearing myself out
But I don't know how to stop, sit and wait.



Sing Along


Have you ever had one of those moments
When you just had to sing along to that song
When you’re feelin’ alright
And the song makes you smile
Puts you in a mood
Where you could fly to the moon
Nothing could bring you down

Have you ever had one of those moments
Where nothing can go wrong
Where your in heaven for next five minutes

That one special song comes on
And you just got to sing along
The one that makes you smile
Puts you in a mood
Where you could fly to the moon


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