This sinking ship of mine

Why do I let this self doubt pull me in

It’ll drag me down

And eventually drown me

If I only let it

The days I remember

When I felt more than all alone

Its like taking a field trip back

Letting it all swallow me whole

The days when I see little love no where

I wonder when it’ll all change

If ever

Why do I let this doubt pull me in

Drag me down

One day I’m going to drown

You put the smile back into my heart

Just the mere thought of you can make me laugh

I'm hearing so many songs and they remind me of you

I wonder if your feeling the same way

The anticipation I feel

Just to hear from you

I'm so close to putting my heart on the line

I'm falling so hard and so deep

I wonder if you are too

Maybe I'm really flying

And not falling at all

But only time will tell

But for now I'm enjoying these feelings

Wondering if you feel the same way

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I'm praying that I'm right

But now all I can do is wait

Wait and see if you're who I think you are

If your willing to take me, imperfections and all

I feel like I just made the hugest jump

Now I'm free falling

Can't see whats below me

I'm just hoping you are there to catch me

I'm taking this chance

Hoping I'm right

That you won't see my weakness

As too much to handle

That you won't run away

I took my chance

No matter what, I won't have regrets

But Lord, please let me be right

I'm sorry, but I've got to continue to move on

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I've worked so hard to let the past go

To move on and forget everything happened

And when I least expect it

You pop back up

Bringing back all the memories,

And all the pain that comes with them

So I have to make the hard decision

I have to put myself first

Just turn my back

And continue to walk away

But it doesn't make me feel good about myself

But I can't go through all this again

I deserve better,

I have better

So I'm sorry

As hard as this may be

I've got to turn my back

Walk away from this

Because its whats best for me

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I've always known just what I wanted

I've never stopped hoping for that day

When I'd finally have it all

I've been waiting patiently all those years

How much longer do I have to wait

When will all my dreams come true

I've always known just what I wanted

I refuse to settle for less

I haven't given up hope

But how much longer will you make me wait

Wait for that day when I can finally stop dreaming

I sit up just waiting to hear from you

Oh how you can make me smile

Brighten my whole day

Don't you know what you do to me

But I can't fall too fast

Let my heart go too soon

Because I just don't know

I fear I'll be hurt again

But just so you know

You put the butterflies back in my stomach

The goofiness back in my day

Just thinking of you

Puts a smile on my face

So don't break my heart

Lets began as friends

I'll dream my dreams

And we'll see if they come true

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