My Compass is Broken

"We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander farther and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering; sometimes its easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found." There's No Place Like Here Cecelia Ahern

I'm lost, I don't know where to go
I no longer know the path I'm on
I'm surrounded by fog
And I can't tell what direction to go
My compass is broken
Try and try as I might
I just can't find a way out
Its as if I'm walking in circles
Round and round I go
Like I'm stuck on a carasel
I'm lost and alone
With no where to go
I no longer know the path I'm on
My compass is broken
I'm stuck in this unknown place

Life Line

You threw me a life line,

I"m struggling to hold on

You try to pull me in

But the waves are pulling me further away

My arms are becoming tired

I'm loosing my grip

You remind me how strong I am

You tell me to never give up hope

You're pulling me in

Back to safety

You will never give up, and let me go

But you see me slipping

I'm loosing my grip

So you jump in!

And suddenly I feel safe in your arms

Because you refuse to let me drown

You're telling me to kick

Fight the storm

Fight the will to give up

You hold me close

Keeping my head above water

When we finaly reach the boat

You tell me I did it

That I was strong

As if I did it all on my own

But the truth is

You were my life line

 

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I hide behind so many walls
They've been there for so long
I'm not sure how to come out
Or how to let someone past
Sometimes its not that I've been hurt
But that I've seen others hurt
And become jaded
Because this is a cruel world we live in
Where people only think about number one
Behind these walls I have created a world of loneliness 
A world where I am all alone
A world where no one knows
All the pain, I am able to hide
My everyday struggles
All my fights, and all my tears
They are never seen
Its ironic because the thing I want most in the world
I have to loose my walls to gain
But I don't know how to let go
I don't know how to let my walls down

Stick a bandaid on it and call it good

I take my broken heart,
Stitch it up
Stick a bandaid on it and call it good
I move on,
Blow after blow
I manage to get back up
If you saw me walking by
You'd never know the scars I hide
But its getting too hard
To hide this pain
To turn off these emotions
To continue on, like nothings wrong
When its all crashing around me.
I don't know what else to do
For my broken heart
Cant take much more
My bandaid can't hold it togather much more
Its all going to come out
I can't continue to turn it all off
This time it hurts too much