Love me or Hate me, I'll always be ME!
So here is where I post my thoughts. Away to get out all that I need to see. Even if no one reads it, even if no one likes it, sometimes you just need to let your thoughts air themselves out and this is where I do that.

Monday, May 31, 2010


I don't know what to do
And I don't know what to say
You ask me a question
That for me is impossible to answer

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to lead you on
But What can I say
I don't know how I feel

You called me beautiful
Made me feel special
But what if I can't make you feel that way too

I don't know what to do
And I don't know what to say
You ask me a question
That for me is impossible to answer

Friday, May 28, 2010

Can't you see how you broke my heart
How could you not tell
Now I'll never get to say goodbye
Were you just going to wait till I noticed
Do you know how it felt to hear it from someone else

You act like everything is okay
But can't you see it's not
My heart is still healing
I've never been so upset with you
But you just act like everything is okay

I'll never understand
How you couldn't tell me
Let me say goodbye
You've never hurt me so much
But you just act like everything is okay

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

This much pain

Are all my hopes and dreams worth this much pain
Its hard to keep on trying
When I feel like I'm not getting any where
All I feel is disappointment, Discouragement

So I start to wonder is it all worth it
Can I actually do this
Or am I setting myself up
For a life full of failure and pain
What is all of this really worth

Is settling really that bad
Will I become discontent
Or is this the best it gets
Are my hopes nothing
But a pipe dream

Are all my hopes and dreams worth this much pain
Worth the disappointment,
I'm felling discouraged
I don't know if I can keep trying
All I want to know
Is all this pain going to be worth it


Thursday, May 13, 2010

To have you by my side





Through thick and thin
I know just where you'll be
You've never left my side
So what makes you think I'll ever leave yours

You make me laugh whenever I feel the need to cry
You'll smile at me and I'll know just what you're thinking
And when we burst out laughing
Others will stare but we'll understand

Its easy for us
Just hanging out
But thats how friendship should be

You're the ying to my yang
Somehow our differences seem to complement each other
Our craziness makes us more sane
And somehow you're the only one
Who will ever understand that

We may be crazy
But it never seems to matter
Because we understand

In a fight you're fierce
So its a good thing
You're always on my side
And I on yours

There is no one else I'd rather have in my corner
So don't you ever leave!
Cause were best friends
And nothing can change that.



I wish you could see yourself the way I see you
How strong you are
How beautiful, smart
And most of all how Kind

I know there are days when you doubt yourself
I know that you spent to much time
With someone who only put you down

I wish you could see yourself the way I see you
I know how much you've been through
And I'll never fully understand
But can't you see
The fact that your still standing Means so much

Yes its true you've made mistakes
You have your own regrets
But don't let them hold you back
Don't let them keep you from who you want to be
The person I see you as

You are so strong
Everyday you get up
And go back into battle
To fight for the ones you love

While you have your own troubles
You never hesitate to help another
Your hatred if fearsome
But you love is amazing

You are Beautiful
Amazing, Strong and Kind
I just wish you could see
Just how EXTRAORDINARY you truly are


A good long laugh
Thats what music is
A sobbing cry
Thats what music is

Music is every emotion
Every feeling a person can have

A song that can suck you in
And make you forget about all of your problems
One that just makes you want to dance

A song that can bring you back
To a place that you once loved
A song that brings a smile to your face
Because it reminds you of a loved one

Never doubt the power of a song
For it has the power to heal, to distract, to bring you back

A good long laugh
Thats what music does
A sobbing cry
Thats what music does



Sunday, May 9, 2010

Forever, but where too?


I don't know where I'm going
I just know I'm fading fast
How is it that when nothing seems wrong
That everything feels wrong
I feel like I'm drifting away
Into this unknown, uncharted territory
Can anyone throw me a lifesaver
And pull me back to safety
Before I'm lost at sea forever...

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Going though this roller-coaster of feelings
With so many ups and downs
Don't you know how everything you do effects me

But no matter what you do
I can't stay mad
Because there is always an excuse, a reason

So now I don't know what to say
Yes, I'm hurt, I'm disappointed
But how do I explain everything else that goes on inside my head

So my emotions go up and down
The roller-coaster of life
Only I want off this ride