Love me or Hate me, I'll always be ME!
So here is where I post my thoughts. Away to get out all that I need to see. Even if no one reads it, even if no one likes it, sometimes you just need to let your thoughts air themselves out and this is where I do that.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

The Game of Love

The Game of LOVE

The game of love
But should it really be a game 
With hearts involved
There is too much to lose
To much pain involved

And yet we all play the game at some point
Wondering what the next play will be
What the other team is planning
Its all a risk
How much are you willing put forth
How much are you willing to lose

The game of love
Constant worry
Constantly trying to toe that line
Will he call?
Is it too soon to call?

The game of love
All those rules one must follow
All the fouls, second chances and over time

The game of love
Sometimes you're on the bench 
Sometimes you play
 But we're all hoping to win
The game of love

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Jumping

Holding on for so long,
Being to afraid to let go
Being afraid of the unknown
But now here I am
Closing my eyes, and jumping
Just trusting
Trusting that God will catch me
Never will he let me fall
I've become too comfortable in my norm
Its time for something new
So here I go
Praying to keep my heart safe
Its hard
Holding on for so long
Being afraid to let go
Being afraid of the unknown
But here I am
Closing my eyes and jumping

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

People leave you

In this shaky world
So much happens
So much pain is caused
People hurt you
People hurt you and leave you
Worst of all people just leave you
You never know why
But where they once were is now a void
A missing piece of your heart
They took it with them
Leaving you wondering
Was I not good enough?
Did I do something wrong
Why did you leave me

In this shaky world
So much happens
So much pain is caused
People hurt you
People hurt you and leave you
Worst of all people just leave you
Don't let them get you down
Because you did no wrong
They are the ones loosing
Loosing you
Because You are good enough
You are one of a kind
And I will never leave you
Because I know just what a treasure you are

So People hurt you
People hurt and leave you
Worst of all people just leave you
But in your dispear
Dont loose sight
Of the ones still standing there
Right next to you
Never leaving
Always supporting
Holding your hand
And drying your tears
For all those who stay
I love you

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Quiet

I let so much go
Never saying anything
Even though what you do bothers me
Just because you don't tell me about it
Doesn't mean I don't know
I have eyes, and a brain
I can tell
What you don't understand
Is that what you do
Effects me too
Even though you don't think so
I hate to see you hurt yourself
Even though at the time you don't know
That's what you're doing
I wish you could see things from my side
Maybe then you could really change
I let so much go
Never saying anything
I don't know how much longer
I'll be able to keep quiet
Because I can't take much more