Love me or Hate me, I'll always be ME!
So here is where I post my thoughts. Away to get out all that I need to see. Even if no one reads it, even if no one likes it, sometimes you just need to let your thoughts air themselves out and this is where I do that.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I care too much to see you get your heart broken again

Girl can't you see
That the boy is no good
No good for you

He broke your heart once
He'll just break it again
Can't you see
You can do so much better

Girl can't you see
That boy is no good
No good for you

But you still love him
Even if I can't understand
I have to let you
Walk that line
All on your own

As much as I'd like to tell you
Just to walk away
I understand all of the strings
That you just can't cut

Girl can't you see
That boy is no good
No good for you
He broke your heart once
He can do it again

Green Eyes That Hide...

Will you ever see the person
Behind these green eyes
Who I really am
And who I hope to be

I've got so much going on
So many worries
So many stresses
So many problems

You may see me every day
But don't be mistaken
That doesn't mean you know me
Because there is so much more
Behind these green eyes

I hide behind my walls
But no one seems to care
I bottle up all my emotions
But no one seems to notice


Will you ever see the person
Behind these green eyes
Who I really am 
And who I hope to be

Will you ever see the person
Behind these green eyes
Will you ever take the time to look
Will this person ever be set free


Friday, October 22, 2010

For any girl thats been mislead

You broke my hopes with miss conceptions

You broke through my barriers with manipulation

I thought I knew you

But it turns out I was wrong

Now I look back and wonder

How I couldn't see the truth

See that it was a part you were playing

That underneath the mask

Was the face of a jack...

Because I believed

Because I couldn't see

You broke my hopes with miss conceptions

You broke through my barriers with manipulation




(For any girl who has been mislead, he was stupid and you will find better)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

No more Fairytales


I don't want a fairytale
But a true country love song
One about the boy
Who makes promises he keeps
I don't want a happily ever after
But a no matter what I'll stand by your side

Fairytales are full of perfection
And who can live up to that?
I don't want a fairytale
But a true country love song
The kind where the boy loves the girl
Just the way she is





Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I've got this void in my life
I feel so empty
As if something is missing
I try to fill it myself
But there is nothing that fits

In the quiet
When I'm listening
I hear you saying
Let me fill that void
You need no one else

I've got this void in my life
I feel so empty
As if something is missing
I try to fill it myself
But there is nothing that fits

I don't know how to let go
Let you in
Let you fill the void
But I keep on trying

I've got this void in my life
I feel as though somethings missing
There is a whole in my heart
And I'm waiting for someone to come along
And fill it up


Saturday, September 25, 2010

Stubborn


Sometimes I’m too stubborn for my own good

Believing that I am strong enough to make it on my own

I don’t want to let any one in

I want to do it by myself

Because I fear if I ask for help

I’ll be seen as weak

So I’ll stand on my own

Stand in the through the pain

Sometimes I’m too stubborn because

I believe I can do it on my own

I don’t need anyone’s help

They all want something anyway

So now I’m stuck here alone

Unable to stand anymore

I need help

But who is there to ask

Because I am too stubborn for my own good.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Stupid Boy...

You’re such a stupid boy
You let her go
Told her she wasn’t enough
To be with her was to settle

But now you see everything you missed
You want her back
To have and to hold
But you’re too late
Such a stupid boy

That girl you let go
She’s strong and amazing
Beautiful and courageous
But you couldn’t see
You were too afraid

You’re such a stupid boy
You let her go
Told her she wasn’t enough
To be with her was to settle

But now you see everything you missed
You want her back
To have and to hold
But you’re too late
Such a stupid boy

Stupid boy
You broke her heart
But she put it back together
And its too precious to give
To a Stupid boy


The ... is so you can fill in the name of your personal stupid boy!

What do they know anyway

Can’t you see you
The one buried inside
Waiting to bust out

Just let loose
No need to be afraid
Just ignore those expectations
What do they know anyway

I can see
That there is something buried inside
Just waiting to burst on to the scene
But you’re too afraid
Of what others may think

Just let loose and be you
No need to be afraid
Just ignore those expectations
What do they know anyway

Step outside of your comfort zone
Aren’t you tired of keeping it inside
Take that jump
Just be, whatever that may be
Crazy, funny, or dorky

Just let loose and be you
No need to be afraid
Just ignore those expectations
What do they know anyway






I love how this song is about going on and being yourself the simple upbeat, it makes you want to sing along. Everything will be okay if you just be yourself and say what you feel.

"It's time for you to prove within your ruby shoes
You deserve a smile with no regret
Oh, look at you kicking off your shoes
Dancing for the world to see, you got the power to believe
Op

Must say Dr. Seuss says it best,
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.



Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I’m loosing everything I am
It all seems to be slipping away

Time can’t stand still
I must continue to run in order to keep up
But I’m falling behind
I’m loosing my place

I’ve got to be strong
To keep moving on
But I’m loosing hope
I keep falling down
I don’t know how much more I can take

Then you came along
You tell me I can be still
That you will take my weakness
And make me strong
You promise to make me whole again

I’ve lost myself
Everything I was
But that’s okay because now I’ve got you

Stand in the rain

Here I stand
Crying out in the rain
"Please No More"
I can't take on anything else
This pain is too much

During this week
So much has happened
Everything is falling apart
I feel as though I'm losing everything

Here I stand
Crying out in the rain
"Please No More"
There is only so much I can take

So here I stand
Letting the rain wash over me
Washing the pain away
Because today is a new day

Saturday, September 11, 2010

JUMP!

I feel you pushing me
So I’m listening
I taking that jump
Now I’m just praying
That my wings want to fly

I’ve nervous
But not afraid
Because I know
No matter what
There you will be

Dear God,

I feel so close to you
As if you're pulling me in
Surrounding me in your love
You bring me peace to my everyday life

You relieve me from my stressers
Take away my pain
You make me feel whole again

I feel so close to you
As if you're pulling me in
Surrounding me in your love
You bring me peace to my everyday life

My whole life
I've trusted and believed in you
But there are times when I fall short
I fall flat on my face
But there you are
Waiting for me to return
Ready to heal all my self inflicted wounds

You ground me
Keep me from floating around
Lord who knows where I would be without you

I feel so close to you
As if you're pulling me in
Surrounding me in your love
You bring me peace to my everyday life

You keep pulling me,
Pulling me in Lord
Making me whole again

Love your adoring, blessed child



Friday, September 10, 2010

Perfect Love


I believe in you
And I believe in love
With you by my side
Is there anything I can't do

I was once afraid
Until you came along
You taught me to trust in you
You taught me that in Perfect love
There can be no fear

You taught me to believe
Make my wishes
Set the bar high
That if I took that leap
You'd be there to catch me
Before I could fall

I believe in you
And I believe in love
With you by my side
Is there anything I can't do

Everywhere I go
You're there beside me
Holding my hand
Leading the way

I believe in you
And I believe in love
With you by my side
Is there anything I can't do

Oh how I love you
I put all I am
Into believing in you
You give love, you are love
Love, Love, Love




Wednesday, September 8, 2010

What's so great with being great?
Why must I want everything?
Why can't I be happy with where I am?

So what if I'm happy being mediocre
I just want to find my niche
I don't want it all
I just want to be good

What's so great with being great?
Why must I be the best?
Why can't I just be okay?

I don't want everything
I just want to find my place
I just want to be happy in what I do
So why must I be great?

I was drowning
In my own self pity and hate
You came along
Jumped in to save me
You pulled me a shore
And made me whole again

Have you ever felt so much pain
That you forgot what was like to not feel that way
I’ve been there so many times
But you came along
Took on all my pain
Carried it upon your own shoulders

When I felt worthless and weak
You built me up
Helped me make it through the day

On the days I felt alone in this lonely world
You sent me a message
In the form of a friend
You reminded me that I am loved

Oh the devil, he tries to hold me down
But you come in and rescue me
You hold me in your arms
Wash all my tears away
Heal all my wounds


Saturday, September 4, 2010

Oh This Heart of Mine

Oh This heart of mine
Why won't you be satisfied
Why must you always be longing for more

You've got all the love in the world
You've got the love of the lord
You've got the love of your family
You've got the love of friends
Yet you yearn for more

Oh this heart of mine
Don't you know
You hold the world in your hand
So what more could you want

Oh lord why do I need something more
When your love is surrounding
When your love is enveloping
Oh lord when will I learn
Your love is enough

Oh This heart of mine
Why won't you be satisfied
Why most you always be longing for more


Friday, September 3, 2010

Where is my happily ever after
What happened to my prince charming
I memorized all the lines
I played all the parts
But here I am
Still waiting
Still wondering
Still alone

I read all the stories
I know how it goes
Girl is sad and lonely
Then one day
In rides her man
He tells her he loves her
That she was made for him

Where is my happily ever after
What happened to my prince charming
I memorized all the lines
I played all the parts
But I'm still missing
My leading man
All of a sudden when I needed it the most
You surround me in your Love
You take me in your arms
And I know that I am safe

When it all gets crazy
I start to feel lost
When I'm drowning
About to loose it all
There you are

You surround me in you love
You take me in
You take all of me
My trouble and my problems
My mistakes and my faults
You love me anyway

Without you in my life
Where would I be
Who would I be

I would be nothing without you
I would be no one
I would be lost
Lost in a world of emptiness

All of a sudden when I needed it the most
You surround me in your Love
You take me in your arms
And I know that I am safe

Oh My Dream

Why can't I get you out of my head
Why can't I let you go
Oh my dream you haunt me
Like a taunting nightmare
Reminding me just what I cannot have
You play over and over again in my mind
Like a broken record
Please just let me be
The more I think of you
The more I want you
Oh my dream you haunt me so

Lead me home













Lord where are you
I'm standing here in the dark, lost
You've always been my light
Leading my way
But now my world has gone so black
I'm lost without you

Ohh Father please come to me
Hold me in your arms
Tell me everything will be okay
I need you in my life

I've made so many mistakes
I've taken too many wrong turns
But you've never turned your back
So here I am calling out to you
Come lead me back to the light
Let me be closer to you

All your love I need
For without you I am nothing
Lord come take my hand
And lead me home

Be so Lonely

Alone in a crowd
How can someone be
So lonely
In a world
So full of people

I see the people
Coming and going in crowds
Am I the only one
Who doesn't have someone

I'm lost in this world
So full of strangers
I'm left standing here
Wondering....
Where's my someone

All alone in a crowd
How can that be
Lonely in a world
So full of people
Is it possible
Yet here I am
By myself waiting,
For MY Someone


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Running in place

Being impatient is getting me no where
Being in a rush just leaves me running in place
I'm wearing myself out
But I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to be patient while I wait

I come up with these big plans and schemes
I write them all out
Back my bag and leave
But once I'm on my way
He gives me a road block
And I've got to turn around

His plan is completely different from mine
And time is something different for him than me
But he knows whats best for me
And there is nothing for me to do but sit and wait

I keep running in place
With no where to go
I'm wearing myself out
But I don't know how to stop, sit and wait.



Sing Along


Have you ever had one of those moments
When you just had to sing along to that song
When you’re feelin’ alright
And the song makes you smile
Puts you in a mood
Where you could fly to the moon
Nothing could bring you down

Have you ever had one of those moments
Where nothing can go wrong
Where your in heaven for next five minutes

That one special song comes on
And you just got to sing along
The one that makes you smile
Puts you in a mood
Where you could fly to the moon


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Sunday, August 29, 2010


I bruise easily
But it takes so much to break me
I have so many scars
Yet I remember the story behind them all
Those who've hurt me
Those who've help to heal me

You'd think I'd learn from past mistakes
Yet I seem to repeat them
It's hard to give in
And give up

You may see me
You may think I'm weak
And even stupid
Standing here so bruised
Repeating the same mistakes over and over again

But don't judge that which you don't know
Because I stand here strong, stubborn, and sure
Because I have something you can't see
I have hope


Friday, August 27, 2010

Do what I must

Lord give me Strength
To make it on my own
Give me the Courage
To stand up for what I deserve
Lord give me what I need
To say what I must

There are things happening
I don't know where anythings going
I don't know what he wants
But I know what I need
What I deserve
But its so hard for me
To speak my mind

Few things in life are easy
Anything worth having
Is worth standing up for

So Lord give me Strength
To make it on my own
Give me the Courage
To stand up for what I deserve
Lord give me what I need
To say what I must



All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide
"King of Anything" Sara Bareilles


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Did you know

Did you know that you’re the first thing I think of
When I wake up
And the last thing on my mind when I fall asleep
My dreams were never so sweet
As they have been when I'm dreaming of you

Did you know when the phone rings
I’m praying it’s you
I dread saying goodbye
Because it’s a reminder of all the time
We can’t spend together

Did you know the very thought of you
Makes me smile
When I’m having a bad day
All I have to do is think of you
And everything seems okay

Did you know
That you’re only a dream

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I dream about you
And the Man that you will be
How will we meet
What will we say
I don't know
Because I don't know you

There are so many things I have to say to you
Things I want you to know
Things I want to share with you

I've been waiting for you all my life
Waiting to get to know you
Waiting to be with you

I don't know you
I've never met you
But I wait for you
And I dream about you
And the man you will be




Listening to a song and they were talking about true love being blind because God is still standing next to the sinner. That got me thinking about love being blind and I'd have to disagree because love is seeing somebody's imperfections and loving them anyway. At least thats what I think.

They say that true love is blind
But You see me the way I am
All my imperfections
You know all the mistakes I've made
And you love me anyway

You see me the way I truly am
But you see the potential for who I could be
You believe in me
You push me to be better

Real love isn't blind
Its vision is 20/20
For love that is blind to the truth
Is only setting itself up for disappointment

You can't hide your imperfections, problems and mistakes
Because that would make your love a lie
True love is about acceptance
And thats the love you give me

You see me for who I am
But you see the potential for who I could be
You help me to be a better person
You help me to stay strong
Because that is what loves all about







Sunday, August 15, 2010

Treasure Hunt


I'm searching
I'm waiting
For something
I don't quit know who
But I know what

I'll never settle for less than everything
Because I deserve everything
All the happiness but also the troubles

I don't know where to look
I don't know where to go
But I know I'm not lost
For one day I will find my treasure

I'm going to continue on my treasure hunt
Without a map
Without any clues
I may not know where I'm going
But I know what I'm getting

I'm searching
I'm waiting
For something
I don't quit know who
But I know what


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I've Changed


I'm not who I once was
I have changed so much over the past few years
I'm stronger
More confident
But maybe a little jaded

I've learned lessons
I could have missed out on
I experienced things I knew happened
But never thought would be me

I may look just like I did way back when
But the girl you once knew
Is now a woman with a story
A story of trails, pains and let downs
But also of hope, friendship and love

I'm not who I once was
I have changed so much over the past few years
I'm stronger
More confident
But maybe a little jaded

You may think I'm just the same
But if you took a moment you'd notice
I'm not who I once was
I've changed


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Mow Mow Mow

This a poem I wrote from my friend RoLo, I always say Row Row Row your boat when I'm talking to her or trying to get her attention or just joking. So she thought I needed one for myself and this is what we teamed up and came out with. Yes I know its immature but its supposed to be and funny!


Mow Mow Mow Your lawn
Fastly down the yard
Misery Misery Misery
How hot it is out here



Good Enough


I've been pushed down
I've been doubted
I've been made to feel lacking
I've been made to feel like I wasn't good enough

It is hard to go through every day
Telling myself that my time will come
That no matter what, I can make it
That I am worth everything

To feel rejection everyday
To have your hopes risen up
Just to have someone still them all away

I can tell myself that I'm not lacking
That I am good enough
But somedays its hard to make myself believe it
After being pushed down everyday
Its hard to get back up

I've been pushed down
I've been doubted
I've been made to feel lacking
I've been made to feel like I wasn't good enough



Monday, August 9, 2010

I've gotten to the point where I just don't care anymore
I'm tired of trying and I'm tire of waiting
I don't know what happened
And I don't think I ever will

You could have had everything
I would have been kind, funny and dependable
But you didn't get to know me
And now you'll never know
Just who I really am

So here I go
I'm moving on
Because I'm tired of waiting
I no longer care
I'm strong enough to stand on my own.


I dream about my future, as if it is a big blank canvas and it can be anything I want it to be. I have no clue where I am going or what I will be doing. As I dream, filling my canvas with a map of where I want to go, and who I want to meet, I know that you have your own map, and it will not be anything like I planned. Sometimes I wonder if you look down on me and all my dreams and plans and chuckle a little. Not a mean laugh but one of a Parent watching a child knowing how much they have yet to grow. How much I wish I knew what would happen, I know I will make it through all of the trails I have up ahead, but I just want some warnings. I also want a glimpse of what is to come. There are so many things I dream about, so many maps and plans I make but they all lead to the same ending. I want to find that person to complete me. I feel as though something is missing, and maybe I should not expect some guy to feel that void but it is more than that. I want to find that person that loves me and will stand by me through what ever comes. I want someone to start a family with. I want to watch my belly grow knowing that there is a baby inside depending on me. I want to watch my children grow knowing that they are loved. I want to feel as though I made a difference.



Thursday, July 29, 2010

This pain
I've stuffed it
Buried it deep inside
But now like a weed
Its growing and coming back up
Its to strong to pull out
It seems like everyday there are more
It's been hidden away to long
Now its coming out with a vengeance
I can no longer keep it stuffed
It won't stay buried deep inside
Its all coming out

Wednesday, July 28, 2010



Everyday I tell myself that I don't care
But it seems as if
The more I say it the more I do care
I just can't let it go
Walk away as if it never mattered

How can I stop thinking about this
And just move on
Because I need something more
I need to let this be
But the more I tell myself to let go
The more I hold on

You can tell me I deserve better
But can't you see
Your telling the wrong person






Lost

These last few days
I've felt so lost
I don't know where I am or where I'm going
Some days I don't even know who I am

What do I do with everything thats inside
Its all starting to spill out
Yet no one seems to notice

These last few years
I've felt so lost
But you were always there

I can feel you hold me in your arms
Telling me you love me
That you'll take all my problems
And wash them all away

But is it wrong
To want for something more
Somethings missing
And I don't know what it is

These last few days
I've felt so lost
I don't know where I am or where I'm going
Some days I don't even know who I am


All for Show

Here I stand
Big, Tall and Strong
But what you can't see
Is how weak I really am
Inside I'm fragile
I break so easily
I try so hard
To build my walls
So you can never break my heart
But they're all for show
Because all it takes to knock them down
Is a kind word or simple smile
So before you take a chance on me
Please be careful
Because I'm not as strong as I look

Saturday, July 17, 2010

If I could only be more like you...


I wish I had the courage you had
To live with no fear
To trust that everything will be okay
I wish I had your strength
To live everyday as if it was your last
You trust in the lord
Know that everything will happen in his time
You live what you believe
Never compromising or backing down
I wish I could be more like you
Your courage, strength and trust
But most importantly your Love
For you love reminds me
To be courages, strong and to trust
Because your love makes me strong
Because you believe in me
I wish I had your courage
To be able to live without fear


Thursday, July 15, 2010

The truth may be killing me
But lying only hurts me so much more
I know whats going on
I know whats going to happen
But you still try and hide it from me
And act like everything is okay
I'm not a child that needs to be protected
Even if I still need you to hold me in your arms
And miss being able to sit in your lap
I'm old enough to hear the truth
I see all the signs
I know what they mean
So why do you still pretend
The truth is slowly killing me
But your lies only hurt me more

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Can't you see


Can't you see
I don't know how to let you go
Can't you hold on a little longer
Because I don't know what I'd do without you
I need you in my life
I need you by my side

Can't you see
I'm not ready to lose you
It's too soon for you to go
Can't you try
For me can't you try a little harder

Can't you see
How much I need you
What you mean to me
Please don't leave me

I'm not ready to lose you
Because I don't know what I'd do without you
Can't you see
How much this is killing me



Sunday, July 4, 2010

There I'll be



I'm right here beside you
When you can no longer stand
I'll stand for you
When you can't take any more hits
I'll take them for you
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you
I'll always be behind you
Helping hold you up
Holding your hand when you get scared
All you have to do is turn towards me
Tell me what you need
And there it will be
Because you truly are my dear friend
So close to my heart
And I could never bear to see you in pain
So no matter what
There I'll be



Thursday, July 1, 2010



You hold me in your arms
So safe and so sound
Washing away all my fears and insecurities
How could I ever go wrong with you by my side

You tell me that you have a plan
That I'm never alone
That no matter what I'm going through
You're right there holding my hand

When I'm really struggling you even send little angels
With the face of a friend
When I'm needing the most
You always provide

You hold me in your arms
So safe and so sound
Washing away all my fears and insecurities
How could I ever go wrong with you by my side





Wednesday, June 30, 2010

This sinking ship of mine

Why do I let this self doubt pull me in

It’ll drag me down

And eventually drown me

If I only let it

The days I remember

When I felt more than all alone

Its like taking a field trip back

Letting it all swallow me whole

The days when I see little love no where

I wonder when it’ll all change

If ever

Why do I let this doubt pull me in

Drag me down

One day I’m going to drown

Sunday, June 27, 2010


You put the smile back into my heart
Just the mere thought of you can make me laugh
I'm hearing so many songs and they remind me of you
I wonder if your feeling the same way

The anticipation I feel
Just to hear from you
I'm so close to putting my heart on the line
I'm falling so hard and so deep
I wonder if you are too

Maybe I'm really flying
And not falling at all
But only time will tell
But for now I'm enjoying these feelings
Wondering if you feel the same way

Monday, June 21, 2010

I'm praying that I'm right
But now all I can do is wait
Wait and see if you're who I think you are
If your willing to take me, imperfections and all

I feel like I just made the hugest jump
Now I'm free falling
Can't see whats below me
I'm just hoping you are there to catch me

I'm taking this chance
Hoping I'm right
That you won't see my weakness
As too much to handle
That you won't run away

I took my chance
No matter what, I won't have regrets
But Lord, please let me be right






Friday, June 18, 2010

I'm sorry, but I've got to continue to move on

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I've worked so hard to let the past go
To move on and forget everything happened
And when I least expect it
You pop back up
Bringing back all the memories,
And all the pain that comes with them
So I have to make the hard decision
I have to put myself first
Just turn my back
And continue to walk away
But it doesn't make me feel good about myself
But I can't go through all this again
I deserve better,
I have better
So I'm sorry
As hard as this may be
I've got to turn my back
Walk away from this
Because its whats best for me

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I've always known just what I wanted
I've never stopped hoping for that day
When I'd finally have it all
I've been waiting patiently all those years
How much longer do I have to wait
When will all my dreams come true
I've always known just what I wanted
I refuse to settle for less
I haven't given up hope
But how much longer will you make me wait
Wait for that day when I can finally stop dreaming


I sit up just waiting to hear from you
Oh how you can make me smile
Brighten my whole day
Don't you know what you do to me

But I can't fall too fast
Let my heart go too soon
Because I just don't know
I fear I'll be hurt again

But just so you know
You put the butterflies back in my stomach
The goofiness back in my day
Just thinking of you
Puts a smile on my face

So don't break my heart
Lets began as friends
I'll dream my dreams
And we'll see if they come true

Monday, May 31, 2010


I don't know what to do
And I don't know what to say
You ask me a question
That for me is impossible to answer

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to lead you on
But What can I say
I don't know how I feel

You called me beautiful
Made me feel special
But what if I can't make you feel that way too

I don't know what to do
And I don't know what to say
You ask me a question
That for me is impossible to answer

Friday, May 28, 2010

Can't you see how you broke my heart
How could you not tell
Now I'll never get to say goodbye
Were you just going to wait till I noticed
Do you know how it felt to hear it from someone else

You act like everything is okay
But can't you see it's not
My heart is still healing
I've never been so upset with you
But you just act like everything is okay

I'll never understand
How you couldn't tell me
Let me say goodbye
You've never hurt me so much
But you just act like everything is okay

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

This much pain

Are all my hopes and dreams worth this much pain
Its hard to keep on trying
When I feel like I'm not getting any where
All I feel is disappointment, Discouragement

So I start to wonder is it all worth it
Can I actually do this
Or am I setting myself up
For a life full of failure and pain
What is all of this really worth

Is settling really that bad
Will I become discontent
Or is this the best it gets
Are my hopes nothing
But a pipe dream

Are all my hopes and dreams worth this much pain
Worth the disappointment,
I'm felling discouraged
I don't know if I can keep trying
All I want to know
Is all this pain going to be worth it


Thursday, May 13, 2010

To have you by my side





Through thick and thin
I know just where you'll be
You've never left my side
So what makes you think I'll ever leave yours

You make me laugh whenever I feel the need to cry
You'll smile at me and I'll know just what you're thinking
And when we burst out laughing
Others will stare but we'll understand

Its easy for us
Just hanging out
But thats how friendship should be

You're the ying to my yang
Somehow our differences seem to complement each other
Our craziness makes us more sane
And somehow you're the only one
Who will ever understand that

We may be crazy
But it never seems to matter
Because we understand

In a fight you're fierce
So its a good thing
You're always on my side
And I on yours

There is no one else I'd rather have in my corner
So don't you ever leave!
Cause were best friends
And nothing can change that.



I wish you could see yourself the way I see you
How strong you are
How beautiful, smart
And most of all how Kind

I know there are days when you doubt yourself
I know that you spent to much time
With someone who only put you down

I wish you could see yourself the way I see you
I know how much you've been through
And I'll never fully understand
But can't you see
The fact that your still standing Means so much

Yes its true you've made mistakes
You have your own regrets
But don't let them hold you back
Don't let them keep you from who you want to be
The person I see you as

You are so strong
Everyday you get up
And go back into battle
To fight for the ones you love

While you have your own troubles
You never hesitate to help another
Your hatred if fearsome
But you love is amazing

You are Beautiful
Amazing, Strong and Kind
I just wish you could see
Just how EXTRAORDINARY you truly are


A good long laugh
Thats what music is
A sobbing cry
Thats what music is

Music is every emotion
Every feeling a person can have

A song that can suck you in
And make you forget about all of your problems
One that just makes you want to dance

A song that can bring you back
To a place that you once loved
A song that brings a smile to your face
Because it reminds you of a loved one

Never doubt the power of a song
For it has the power to heal, to distract, to bring you back

A good long laugh
Thats what music does
A sobbing cry
Thats what music does