"Let it Be Me"

Ray LaMontagne-
now i remember all to well
just how it feels to be all alone
you feel like youd give anything
for just a little place you can call your own
thats when you need someone, someone that you can call
and when all your faith is gone
feels like you cant go on
let it be me
let it be me
if its a friend you need
let it be me
let it be me

So my emotions seem to resemble a crazy rollercoaster mind. I tell myself that something doesn't bother me and for a short time I start to belive, then out of no where those feelings come rushing back, laughing at me. Not knowing what to do. I realized though today that while I have always been sure of myself and who I am, I am starting to feel secure in who I am. I know what I want, what I deserve and I'm not going to let anyone treat me disrepectfuly. I also feel as though I am growing up and learning to do things on my own. I have so much more in life to learn, so many more battles to fight. How I am fighting seems to be changing. I'll be graduating in less than a year and I have no idea what I'm doing with my life after I walk across that stage. Where will I work, will it be in the communication field, will it be something I love, where will I live, will I choose a job because its the only offer or because its what I want. Today I've worked through many of my problems, I know that the future is uncertain, but God has a plan for me. He'll lead me through this life without a map.

I'm looking towards the future
I'm running to the finish line
But what will I do once I've cross it
What will be my new future

There is so much more I want to do
So many dreams that haven't come true

I've worked so hard to get to where I am
But what will I do now
Where will this new road lead

I'm looking towards the future
I'm running to the finish line
But what will I do once I cross it
Where will this new race lead me?