I dream about my future, as if it is a big blank canvas and it can be anything I want it to be. I have no clue where I am going or what I will be doing. As I dream, filling my canvas with a map of where I want to go, and who I want to meet, I know that you have your own map, and it will not be anything like I planned. Sometimes I wonder if you look down on me and all my dreams and plans and chuckle a little. Not a mean laugh but one of a Parent watching a child knowing how much they have yet to grow. How much I wish I knew what would happen, I know I will make it through all of the trails I have up ahead, but I just want some warnings. I also want a glimpse of what is to come. There are so many things I dream about, so many maps and plans I make but they all lead to the same ending. I want to find that person to complete me. I feel as though something is missing, and maybe I should not expect some guy to feel that void but it is more than that. I want to find that person that loves me and will stand by me through what ever comes. I want someone to start a family with. I want to watch my belly grow knowing that there is a baby inside depending on me. I want to watch my children grow knowing that they are loved. I want to feel as though I made a difference.