So yesterday was crazy for me! I had a test on Wed. morning so I stayed up till 1130 studying for it, and got up at 6 to finish studying. Then Wed. I got out of class and went straight to work, which was were the craziness started. It really was hectic, there was so much to do I didn't get out until 930, and I was supposed to get out at 500! My feet hurt so badly that when I finally sat down I didn't want to get up and walk to bed. I could have fallen asleep there. Luckily I didn't have any homework to do. Today wasn't so bad I just had to finish up some things that didn't get done yesterday. Looking at the times that I just gave doesn't look so bad but I love my sleep and only getting 6 or so the night before is what killed me. Tonight I'm studying for another test and then I sleeping! If I'm lucky I'll get to sleep by 10.
Today I bought the CD "One Cell In the Sea" by A Fine Frenzy. Right now my favorite songs from that are "Whisper", "Near to You", and "Think of You". The music is really soothing. Its just the right mix of piano and guitar and her voice, which is soft and definitely one of a kind.
Besides A Fine Frenzy, I am listening to the Goo Goo Dolls. I know that they were bigger in the late 90's early 00's but I've heard one of their songs on the radio the other day and knew most of the words but didn't know what it was called or who it was by. I love finding songs like that, you know them by heart but don't know who its by and then randomly one day you here it on the radio and its like meeting an old friend. This may sound stupid, but when I hear a song on the radio that I haven't heard in forever, and it plays at a moment when I'm down or upset about something its like getting a little reminder from God telling me that everything is going to be okay. I always feel better after listening to that little gift.
Last note about music, this morning when I didn't want to get up the song "I'm Not Dead Yet" by Pink came on, and I thought it was so funny because I was exhausted and didn't want to get up. The irony in it definitely made getting up easier.
I start my internship on Monday, and I must be honest I am a little nervous about it. Its important to me and could potentially really help me getting my dream job so I feel my own pressure. I also feel pressure because I feel like I'm not good enough, or don't know enough of what they need me too. I'll just have to learn quick, and mostly just believe in myself. A person's attitude can change everything. Because if I don't try, I don't take that chance, I'm never going to know.
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