Finals

So the past few weeks have been insanely busy with work and school I had a project in all but 1 of my classes and I have finals in all of them and it seems like I have been scrambling to get everything done on time. Since high school I been writing and somehow I wanted to put some of my stuff out but I didn't want it on my myspace or facebook so here is where I decided to put it. Here is a little bit of whats been going on in my head.

It just seems so hard all the time
Fighting all my fears
Pushing for my dreams
When everyone says they won’t come true

Everything is slipping away
I’m starting not to care
And still I fight
I fight to keep my head above the water

When everything is changing
I don’t know where I’m going
And still I fight
Fight to keep my dreams alive

I don’t know
How much longer I can fight to keep my dreams alive
How much longer I can stand all alone
How much longer I can keep my head above the water

It just seems so hard all the time
Fighting all my fears
Pushing for my dreams
When everyone says they won’t come true

And I have some great friends who are always there for me and I try to do the same for them. So this is something I wrote thinking about how nice it is to complain to them and just let out all my problems.

As I hold your hand in mine
I can’t tell you it will be okay
All I can say is, I’ll never leave

Together we fight these demons
We stand in the rain
Hoping for that ray of light

Only we know how much was lost
How many tears were shed
But I’ll dry your tears
Because you’ve dried mine

I can’t tell you that it will be okay
But together we will fight these demons
I know that I can’t make it all go away
But I can stay until it finally gives up
Never will you have to stand alone

As I hold your hand in mine
I can’t tell you it will be okay
All I can say is, I’ll never leave


Well, now I really have to finish studying for my test tonight and get ready for the one tomorrow, so wish me luck!

P.S. I'll try and start writing more often. (Even if I'm the only person who sees it.)