Love me or Hate me, I'll always be ME!
So here is where I post my thoughts. Away to get out all that I need to see. Even if no one reads it, even if no one likes it, sometimes you just need to let your thoughts air themselves out and this is where I do that.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Here is to not feeling alone in a lonely world


Ever listen to a song and it changes your whole day because you realize someone else out there feels the same way you do or is/has gone through the same thing? Sometimes the best part is hearing that song months later and remembering how much it meant to you.

Marie Digby- Unfold
You see, I'm the bravest girl
You'll ever come to meet
Yet, I shrink down to nothing
At the thought of someone really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
And tangled up in winding weeds

But, I don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet are trembling
Every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
Watch me unfold
Unfold, unfold

These hands that I hold behide my back
Are bound and broken from my own doing
And I can't feel anything anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real

Sometimes I feel as though I hide myself because I'm afraid of rejection. Its something that I'm familiar with. Something no one should be familiar with. So to keep from feeling it again I just hide myself away. But that isn't always healthy or helpful. I'm not perfect and I don't want to be because perfection is boring. A little unperfection keeps life interesting.

Sara Bareillis- City Lights
Here in these deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could i hold you?

Calling out somebody save me i feel like i'm fading away
Am i gone?
Calling out somebody save me i feel like i'm fading



I've got some lessons to learn
Somethings I've got to do on my own
I may not know where I'm going
Or how I'm going to get there
But I'll make it somehow

I'm growing stronger everyday
Someday I may even let my true colors show
I may let you in
Let you see who I really am

I've learned so much
This path I've traveled hasn't been easy
It has left me broken, bruised and scared
But I haven't yet given up yet

I've got lessons to learn
Walls to pull down
I may not know what I'm doing
And I may be wrong
But I've got to do it on my own








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