So has anyone ever asked you how you were doing and you couldn't answer them because you didn't know. Well today I had a friend ask me and I thought about it and I just didn't know. Not that I'm numb because I'm not. I am happy for a few reasons, but then there were other things that made me mad today too. I just don't know. Its almost as if I just don't care, but I do. Maybe I'm just at an impasse.
I wake up to a new day
And just wonder
What now?
I no longer know whats happening
I no longer care
If feels as though I'm just stuck
Never moving forward
It's impossible to move back
So I ask myself
What now?
Whats next?
I wake up each day
Wondering
Will this day matter,
Will this day matter,
Or am I still stuck?
I no longer know where I'm going
I no longer know whats going to happen
So how do I care
I wake up to a new day
And just wander
What now?
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